Sep 11, 2005

we goin' be alright - 112

Posted at 04:24 pm by sillycilla
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was just about to start writing notes for maths, but i decided to blog. and far-king hell, the fotos on my wall keep falling down. fuckoath! butbut, right now im bored. so yes, i blog blog. and i fixated my blog layout. =]

teeheehee. talking to #2 right nows. was sposed to go but decided against it so i culd talk to #2&#3 tonite. roflmao.

im out.

muchlove ; cillarina.

ps. dear you,
why act like that for?

pps: (at 10:26pm) uhmms, it sucks! yes, yes indeeedy it does. :( . i wants to talk to #2 & #3.. harharhar! :) joyus! and i wonder where #1's been? suprisingly enough, im not worried about it. haha nice person i am, but like fmd, he never gave a fuck so why should i? rah. i need to talk to #2. wanna talk to #3. why cant #3 jus plain out talk to mee 1st for once? teeheehee* ill stop complinaing my flat ass off.

Sep 9, 2005

last to know - 112

Posted at 10:59 pm by sillycilla
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teeheehee :) haven't blogged in ages. harhar! it's time to let that go.
"if its me, then baby tell me. you dont have to ignore - that you dont want this anymore, just dont let me be the last to know. if it's hurting just leave".

i should have done it. i shouldve been the one to say those words. why didnt i? blinded? possibly. ahaha, screw it. :D So anyway, lately lifes been boring yet hektikatededed at skOo. far-canal. it sucks cock, beepin' hate it! hehe. trials next thurs & fri. i've semi started going over my work nd checkin it all n stuff, but it still sucks.. so so stoopid.

i wonder what he is doin right now?! nd i wonder where he (another person) is? RAH. feels so weird not talking to the 1st he right nows, lols.. the fuck? why?! so fuktup! *nods furiously* :) haha they both <33/luv mee =) they said so. honest! me no lie.

[ haha ill try to make this as un-confusing as i can.. theres gone be 3him's. #1, #2, #3. ]
ive been thinkin about #3, yet i dislike him oh so much nows? :\ well not really, jus "broken promises" n fucktup shit liek that i spose, n then #2 is coolys :) but but, me is confused! em ikelay imhay?? hehe =) i think so. but, nottin will happen ther! then theres #1, talk to him heapsn heaps n heaps, haha, so weird how we're closeish?. funnyshitface! <333 them. well except for #3. assfuckenwipe!

thats all from me.

muchlove; cillarina.

Sep 3, 2005

RawR. GetYouRight-PrettyRicky.

Posted at 02:41 am by sillycilla
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laugh & giggle . cuddle a lil' ;) - "Just say the word nd ill be on my wayy :D ; all i'd like to do is lay with yOo tonite. "

uber-jellyprincess starts another blog once agen :) oh the joyus! rofls. so boreded. listenin' to PrettyRicky on repeat. spanku nessyka :D. its so yum! "You'll be my boyfriend & ill be your gurlfriend". mahaha. changed the words :). well anyway:

Today was last day @ preschool for w/e. nd it was good :] went slowish like i wanted it to, nd was relaxish so it was guud. i wanna go back :( oh wells. kiddies r so cute. Examples from throought the week-;
> girls made me chocolate cake =)
> lil' joseph gave me sand in a container n told me to take it home. but i couldnt becus it wasnt my container :( it was the schools.
> they thought i was going to highschool to teach there since im a teacher.
> lil boy kissed another lil boy :D :P haha.. so fkn funny.
> connie kept takin her hair clips out so i cud put them bak in. 8-)
> girls + boys wanted to sit on my lap everytime i sat on d floor.
> telling me meaningless stories. but oh so cute wen they talk.
> kids making a roster for me, n telling me when n who i pat to sleep everyday lols.
> bloody smarter than me. lols
> making insects, igloo's, indian headbands, sticking stickers in the 'i', making icecreams.
> boy putting yogurt lid in girls hair lols.
> them holding hands and huggin eachother :D ;)
> random kids from next doors class giving me random hugs :D but super powerful.
> wen they have music time nd dance around.
> shouting out "cock" cos the teacher told them to. (abrev. for cuckatoo)
> putting middle fingers up for the "tall finger" lols. a song they sung with actions.
> all tha lil random songs they had for liek going to the bathroom n lining up :D :)
> givin me hugs wen they knew i was leaving.
> kicking balls at my head.
> bullying me.

and this is too long. lols i wanna continue but its pointless n il lleave it here, nd blog a lil' bit more then stop. :) my body , yo body .

so tmmr @ 3 goin' to buchans for his 16th bday :D how much do i give him?! :S. confuzzled. yayish. cant wait to get out n see everyone again. :) beginin' to miss 'em lols.

bloglatrz.

muchlove; cillarina. hehehe missin' superman :( :)

Sep 2, 2005

call me - pretty ricky

Posted at 01:22 am by sillycilla
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phresh startt x). uberness! teeheehee*

Mister Mister, stop screwin' with meee ;). im a tad boreded right now. quarter-to-tweleve am and im sittin' on this grey chair (once again) typing my stubby hands away till the skin wears off?! oooft. goin' crazy. 34 ppl on right now. but no ones on?. meh, duno what im rambling on about really.. bloggd most of what ive wanted to say in myspace. check it if ur in my contact list. if not, dont bther :) ! anyway, been at Narwee Pre-school for the last couple of days. :D pretty fun actually mon/tues group is more dumber than wed/thurs/fri group. lols :P. wed/thurs/fri group do their addresses n crap whilst mon/tues do .. nothing but play around :) all the same age btw. But iuno. lols. ramblin once again.

Issert weird how i jump from topic to topic? ohwells. haha, jus needa mention upersmansay. iduno why i ikelay him. so confusin' ? meh, whatever happens, happens. maccas: even tho u won the second bet, im goin' to win the 1st. trust me on this one eh? :) . umm.. we stil needa think of sumthing for the 2nd bet. like with the 1st one its like 2bucks.. lol whats the 2nd one? :D lvoe the bets.

missin everyone from school really. its depressin' not having a social life on w/e but then again it's nice to get away from all the melodramatic drama's. but the downfall to w/e is stupid work set for us. that i havent started let alone completed.

i hope tmmr goes slowly! n i get lots of things to do n stuff, dont wanna make last day of w/e a shit one.

here i go again jumpin from topic to topic. stoppin' the ramblin here. :)

muchlove; cillarina xoxo* emay ikelay upermansay?! evernay!! ehehehay. :P ;) :$